Sunday, January 29, 2006

mike and me

trapped. The cellardoor was locked.
the darkness encouraged them to grow closer until they touched each others hands.faces.
again they dropped voices. again they separated.
open door, shout, closed door.
again they.hands.faces.he started to kiss her claiming it could be their last chance (classic). she faked a no for an answer and started feeling his lips.when the door opened again.
her father beat the crap out of mike for 2 days, until the pouulice came around.
couple shots, one dead.faces.hands.tears(maybejoy,maybesorrow).
come back again mike.

Monday, January 23, 2006

yep.

i started up as a mechanic when i knew my head couldn't solve the right questions. I became a filosopher when it ocurred to me that THEY did not ASK the right questions. I returned to being a mechanic when i stopped caring.
Careless, ask more, and please drop your fucking car in my garage.

Saturday, January 14, 2006

johnny and mary

they told me to count, but i didn't want to. i started a fire to keep us warm while the others played in the darkness.
she came to me first, while the others still played. we walked to the beach and then pretended to kiss each other. holding hands was the farthest ive done till that day when i touched mary's lips.
i had seen a movie in which after some kissing they had a smoke, but i didn't have any. she sat down and counted my fingers, said she liked me and ran away. played hide and seek for about an hour more, and then our parents went to the beach to fetch us.
i was still looking at the fire when mary waved to me from her dad's car.

Thursday, January 12, 2006

fallen bridge

knee down, stagger and violently fall down.
a minute later things were coming to.
the river was wide and i was all wet, the bridge had fallen down.
somebody was screaming downstream, somebody was hurt by my side, but my head started feeling lighter and my eyes closed again.
sleep sounds nice, like the river getting smaller and soundless.

Sunday, January 08, 2006

waiting. again.

worms come at the strangest of times, like when the main course went sour, guess what was served next?. worms come to eat, and not to be eaten, but they do not mind role variety. worms fear light, not death. worms humor me. worms visit more often. when you said see you later, it was late. when you came again the worms had had their feast and i was no longer there.
when you confront a motionless person lying down, you are the worm.

Thursday, January 05, 2006

uncomfortably numb

i do not need a girl, i need a fix, or a kill. i need clear head right away. time calling yesterday i thought it was ok.
lost again in bets for healing packs.
burst again without tears solving words mean little more than gibberish.
if understand contact head physitian.

Sunday, January 01, 2006

press start

imagine second for just a, that room in your...
yes
she is in your room.
just as it happened two days ago while you were daydreaming.
and all you have to do is
press start.