so

why would she lie to me?
maybe she had something to loose, some uncontrolable urge to fuck with me, in any way possible.
and why the tears, and the crusts of what seemed to be regret, and the happines
g0dd4mm!t
after all im just a whiner
and the people sorrounding me are just here to set the fun on fire.
i want to sing so badly
but the words escape in other ways, maybe more reliable,
sarcastic
out of focus and undry
bring it.