on the beach

well, the summer just started.
the sight of the beach under a warm rain on my feet.
again
i was lost in some cold eyes staring at nowhere.
the mud took a hold of my legs
the eyes turned around and caught a gaze on me
stared at me like some freak show crying in the rain
laughed
turned round and left
walking on the beah
walking beside someone else
i won't be walking after you

yeah

i'm sorry for all the things i did.
for all the things i said.
for the way i looked at you,
and the way you smiled.
sorry for all the lies,
and the non-truths.
sorry for the frenzy and the dancing,
the alcohol and the rain.
sorry for me and my family.

yeah, right...