seandearth

I'm poured out of the room like a stone bleeding. in the rain, outside, without a chance of being seen, i start crying. and walking. i also ran some of the time, and tripped and ran some more. then i tried to laugh a little, as i felt bleeding in my right hand. the movie was over and i guess i was over too. the public spat on my face as my last credits stand proud out of focus.

nod, yes i repeat, nod. the thing was clear, the corner of my eye was fixed into her. i stared across the room just to se her shiny eyes pass through me. we WERE going to be dancing in around 30 seconds. my feet move along ths path:25. two more tables and it's her:20. i stare at the feet of her chair, and then up:15. i whisper "would you like to dance":10. She says "i'm sorry, i couldn't listen":5. I stretch out my hand, and she stands as we start listening to The Shins. 0 seconds, So says I.

"pray your life was just a dream the cut that never heals" M.M. I get up from the cut, i shave, i bleed a little feeling death overcoming sleep. i pray that today will be my last. i pray for everyone to leave quietly my room, leave in peace as i rest trying to find my own. i pray in pieces, kneeling in the red floor. i pray and then collapse. "when all of you wishes are granted, many of your dreams will be destroyed" M.M.

fuckin' kisss, right. i come and go and exactly when you get up i go right behind you to the bathroom you go in i come in the timing is really slow the smile you turn no surprise in your face the smile and just then the fuckin' kiss right the thing we thought would be perfect at the moment you get down from wherever i turn round and collapse walking down the stairs off the restroom