dancing cold

its hard to say goodbye nowadays.
it is heartwarmingly fun to go out and dance in the cold listening to a lost track,
but i want more than some fun for tonight.
no surprises tommorrow.
the house and the yard in the same spot as ever,
the family spread all around the lake.
festivities suck all year round and im also alone.
goodbye

son of mine

my son came to visit me that year, it was a cruel way to say goodbye.
he left laughing as i choked with the impression that i helped raising a little monster.
the winter was over, but the feeling of coldness had just started.