for her

it was ok that i did not wake up at 10 that day.
next day, when i hit the shower the clock showed 714am.
She was asleep in my bed when i left the apartment.
My mood was cloudy that day, i remember it very well.
Nothing had changed for a few years so i decided i had to do something.
i went down to the clinic, took a blood sample and wrote in red:
"to my dear darling, all my love written in my blood"