What would it take to survive

So what would it take. 
Guts. Focus. Will
No... I could not possibly do that
It would take to brake my own code
I didnt know wether to play or to lose
I didnt know wether to run or hide
It was such a nasty feeling
It was a threat
Horrible twisted guts 

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